I totally agree to it as i'm a totally cancerian. Family was top on my list (as always) and HIM(the second).. I cant expect my parents to dote me,care me,love me everytime as i must be fair to my siblings.. As said,we have the equal share of love& concern from my parents.. But as a cancerian, we need more than anyone else.. I didnt expect you to tolerate my temper or what, just love & concern from you is what i want.. Whenever my moods change (which i wish i can stop it), you tend to be annoyed and raise your voice a little on my making my day down and restless..

Ya.. I promise not to make you annoyed anymore.. But NO ONE IS PERFECT.. I'm trying very hard.. Mood will change for goodness sake we don't know in advance.. I don't know what i will be like the next minute.. I've set my expection for my life as low as i can...

On the other hand..life is tiring..sometime being myself is wrong.. is it that i have to fake my character, behaviour and attitude to suits your liking? I don't know.. For the past few days, i can truely swear that i'm behaving what i am but what is your respond to me?(Are you having fever?).. Huh.. What is his? Look.. You making me more blur and i don't know how to live on with my life..

"SORRY" is what we say we when did something wrong.. But Action Speaks Louder Than Words.. You always give in to me by saying "sorry is my fault".. Dud.. this is not what i want..you are making me feel that i start out with everything and always you are the one giving in to me.. So what for when someting happen and we did not clarify properly.. We will still bring it out in future..

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